sigh.

everything has been going wrong for me lately. i know it must seem like a drama queen thing to say, but let me tell you something: i don't really give a damn. it's mainly that the courage center called and said a girl is stayin, and the wait would have to be longer to get in. i knew if i said anything here, i'd be jinxed. and all sorts of other things haven't been workin out for me. there's one other thing, which, i think, is really important that has went wrong for me. this is a thing i had complete control over and i want to find a way to make up for it, mostly for myself. and well, to top it all off, i think i'm goin to be sick.